Reminder: Be more forgiving and tolerant of others as they may not had the same privileges and advantages that I had

I have finally published this syslog for personal use. I hope this will help minimise clutter and I can get rid of my physical journal and stationery.

First entry has to be about my recent thoughts on Love.

Love stops being love and a reason for sorrow when you attach expectations to it. Love was never meant for receiving and it was always about giving. I now understand why Nat was unhappy with me.

For me love was always about surrender. What exists in love is surrender due to enchantment.

Something else I realised about myself recently. Melancholy runs marrow deep in me. Its a part of who I am, its an attribute for my character in this realm. There is no getting rid of it...

Ever since the breakup, I’ve been haunted by this one fragment, replaying in my head on an endless loop https://youtu.be/5GJWxDKyk3A?list=RD5GJWxDKyk3A&t=157

Late night scribbles

Dont know where that realm is Dont even know if that timeline exists A universe in which my life is not so existentially dissatisfied with me...

I finally decided to build this journal.

I want this to become my digital footprint.